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Clarity25-the R’day edition, RITC
If I look at it as a whole what am I accomplishing? White strides and black bounds exist, am I overcoming them and what have a learned in my overpopulated colorful world? Living here for 5 months may have taught me more than I care to mention, or perhaps it just has reiterated what…
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Pondering –RITC episode 12
As I sit and ponder, as usual, I wonder about the meaning of it all. “All” meaning – why care about the things I do. Like the gym, my career and the point of a relationship. For as long as I can remember life has been based on a few key points to me.…
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Crushing.
My blood red fingertips, rosed cheeks and bare lips spy an object of attraction that all would like to feel. It’s a rare occurrence to spark temporary interest to a being that is unmovable. Warm is the feeling that is trapped somewhere in between liking and lusting, crushing is the feeling. I will wait…
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RITC – episode 11 / Love of a lifetime – 2006
I want a love that they’ll talk about in 3000. I can’t even imagine having a feeling so genuine. A feeling for an idea so huge it overcomes all sense and mind states. Besides believing and having the utmost faith in a higher being there can’t be anything even near close. I don’t know…
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RITC – episode 10 / Promiscuous Girl – 2006
Almost every guy I’ve dated while in New York has had trust issues with past girlfriends. For that matter I can recall 1 or 2 in Pittsburgh with the same issues. Each guys issue is unique in its own situation. But the idea each guy shares is the effect it has on the “survivor”…
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The Twilight Zone
I woke up in a haze this morning not figuratively like when it stings to stretch my lids apart but literally … At 5AM fog hung in the air inside my room and hugged my body like a cold sweat. Could this be a sign of the day that is to come or has…
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RITC – episode 9 / is it or Aint (are not) it?
I’m lost in signs and signals. Subliminal if you will… I’m known for looking too much into a surface situation, but only known to myself. Lately I’ve been detecting things incorrectly. Could it be my intuition is off? Or that this new strange place requires a whole new set of vitals? People never act…
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blue (2005)
I feel him feeling me He sits across the room but I can feel his stare I tilt my head just so, acknowledging his glare He walks toward me and calmly takes a chair He’s so close, I still sit unknowingly without a care I didn’t notice the friction, the lust within the air…
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RITC – Episode 8 / My NY twin – Detailed Perfection (2006)
I’ve heard tales of the multimillions of people in New York City. I’m in wonderment at the idea of spotting my twin. Another with similar features or actually digging a little deeper… My twin personality. Someone having mirrored intellect and thinking concepts. Someone brilliant in his or her own manner but not necessarily very…
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RITC – Episode 7 / Bigger and better things (2006)
It’s Wednesday, and already it has been a tiring week. I’m coping easy, simply because of fresh Mexico memories. Back here in New York it’s as hot as it was there, just without a pool less than a block away in all directions. I’m officially tired but I must say my morning workout was…
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RITC – MEXICO July 2006
Two words – ladies and gentlemen. All inclusive! Getting out of the concrete jungle to experience a real jungle proved to be one of the best experiences of my life. Wednesday I drove back to Pittsburgh after work to catch a 7am flight to Mexico for an old work friends wedding. I don’t regret…
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Episode 6 – RITC / Running on NO sleep (2006)
As I sit on the train this Thursday morning ready to recap this weeks events, I’m displeased to let on that I’m running on 45 minutes of sleep. One tale before the next though… Sunday in 90 degree weather I attended an “exclusive” rooftop launch party at “Bed” the launch was for a new…
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Extremely 26 in the City September 2007
I woke up feeling a bit different after turning 26. Monday morning turned out to be quite puzzling. Not only was the eventful weekend that I had been planning for a while over but I woke up focusing on what was next for me. As one page is turned another one is written. Not…
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Cant Wait.
I can’t imagine another place I should be in life right now. When I wake up I feel like I’m supposed to be here. In this position and in this place. I wouldn’t give it up for anything. I feel that what I’m feeling is destiny… life is going according to a plan that…
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Episode 5 – RITC /Traveling with the flow (2006)
This may seem silly to you but New Yorkers walk faster than the average American. Its like they all have a little motor in their pockets. I just applied for the motor so I haven’t yet mastered the art yet. While walking in Manhattan there are several things you need to consider… None of…
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Episode – 4 RITC / Independent New York (2006)
Apparently its rude to call homeless people bums. That’s just an uncommon random fact I thought I’d throw out there. Since there are so many of them you would think they weren’t taken into consideration so much. New Yorkers take the homeless very seriously. And why shouldn’t they? A decent portion claim to be…
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Episode 3 – RITC / New Yorkers Pee Anywhere (2006)
New Yorkers pee anywhere. Now it seems to me that many parts of NY smell like urine, perhaps its because in the short time I’ve been here its rained a lot and its a common occurrence that the sewers fill up and spill into some streets. I’ve become a bit of a germaphobe. I’m…